its 9-6pm again for today..
SIANZ ah..
argh..
time seems to pass so slow when..
der's a need to work until late..

yester slept earli..
ard 1030 i think i aslp le.
LOL..

yester went machperson..
tai shi gong,
said sth quite true abt me..
im v hot tempered..
the way i treat my frens, n my family..
is so diferent.. haiz..

n also..
i'm nt bold and darin enough to handle alot of situation..
that's y v often i make the wrong choice..

tai shi gong says this alot of time to me....
ple say this good and i listen to ple..
ple say that good den i follow..
doesnt have a mindset of my own..
no matter which situation..
even for my health n everything.

he say i shld listen carefully..
go find out the advantages and disadvantages..
of what im goin to study..
chances of comin out st after uni with a job is high or slim?
from the uni..
recognised by majority of the company?? or minority?
since its a lump sum to be paid.
den i make my choice..
dun juz follow follow.
juz becoz ple say is good.

the greatest fear for now is..
he ask me to go retake eng if needed..
will make things easier for future..

so wad do i reali reali want??????!!!!????
can i stop being so indecisive..
argh..
*pondering.. thinking real hard*

now..
boss back from holding site..
tata..