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Biography
* yong chen A.K.A chen
* double twos
* 13jan1987
* slacker =x
You are not seeing me.
It's just my reflections.


Wants
Enrol driving
Pass all modules
Complete my degree
Get all my wish

Dreams
Travel around the world
Strike toto

Melody
Song here.

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Sok Hong
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Huei Shan
Jia Yu
Wei Ling
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低落
Sunday, March 29, 2009, 1:35 AM
最近的情绪感觉非常低落..
原因何在我也说不出..

或许是害怕重重困难的降临..
或..
我不想面对不想那么快地成长..

考完试了..
是应该快乐..
开心.
但我却不觉得..

时常想设法安排每天的节目过得最充实..
不过又没办法..
去实行..


我只想要...

我知己也不知道..
只知道知己熬到很累了..
有不想在继续的心态..

exams over
Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 10:28 PM
FINALLY!!! 
my exams is like over.. but it is not v good.. 
the feeling of this semester and last semester is so much different!!! sadded. 
this semester all about writing essays. except for one statistics paper.. 
n im gonna die like shyt this time round.. 
interpreting the question wrongly.. doing question which i didnt studied.. n question i studied nv do.. how clever can i be.. haiz.. 
nvm nt goin to elaborate le.. the most will be 3 months later.. 
be it good or bad news.. let me enjoy these few days.. before my next semester starts.. 
sometimes still wondering whether my decision to study now is right.. 
but i understand that, once stepped into the working environment.. its hard to get focus back to studies.. but now.. seems im heading no where too!!! *time for me to wake up le*


chalet's juz round the corner!!! yeah! been since very long time since we had a chalet also!! LOL.. time to relax n plan my "holidays" happily?? LOL.. 
shld clear all the mess in my room also..
it seems so many junk ard.. LOL.. =x 

i wan to get my phone quickly!!! my phone is simply so "CHUI" now.. sobz!!!


papers!!
Friday, March 20, 2009, 1:01 AM
disappointment with myself is wad i can say..
juz done with my 2 papers.
n i realli cant imagine of the outcome.. haiz..
firstly QMM on tues..

it simply sucks..
questions i picked to study NV seems to be a success!!!
but how to expect nt to pick where there are so many things for me to take note of..!!!!
im nt a god can..
hopefully like wad wei han say..
for that stupid outliers question..
it is compared across the data set. as this question will determine my survival or death of that module..

next is the worst of all!!!
worst den my last semester paper!!!!!
$%^&*$%^&*
i totally flunk off my 100 marks question. with a super nice marks of 10/100!!!
how clever can i be at times.
i juz wonder..
studied so MANY n nt a SINGLE is out..
e little bit that is out. yet is the least that i studied!!!!
is not wad i studied infact!!!!!
SUPER ANGRY MOOD
at the tot of that!!!!
pluz that lecturer is one who CMI!!!!!


last to go is next week tuesday paper!!!
i seriously duno if im goin to choose question to study!!!
but i still think..
i wont be able to memorize so much!!!!
my memory simply fails me!!! all this while..
its all abt essays next tues.. 4 essays within 3 hours..
n is a 20 credit module.. i nid tons of LUCK for that..


till then..,..

lazy days
Saturday, March 7, 2009, 10:34 PM
oh man!! left with one last week to exams.. time passes stupidly fast!!! oh gosh!!!
1st paper to start with will be QMM on 17th march.. afternoon paper!!.. its all abt statistics.. n i tend to mixed those tests together..
*help ah*..
on off studying...
sleepy and lazy is the word to be used on me..

mama has gone off to genting..
n back onli tml..
der goes my dream of attaining my new phone!!
im getting a new phone!!!
supposed to be today..
BUT..
:'(

oh ya..
i nid help..
help plz come and find me..
i nid luck.
luck got to be at my side..
LOL..
can ignore me liao..