at times i juz wish..
wish for the past..


so that i can do things better..
have a clearer minded head..
know the purpose of things that was done..
that were done..
n nt regrets..

life does nt seems to be life at all..
it has lost its meaning..

nt trying to be emo..
but it juz seems to be the truth..


how long more can i endure..
trying to count down..
everything i do..
i juz hope i wont
n never will regret..