有人说过。。
懂得放手。。
将会是。。
解脱的一部分。。

learning to let go..
is another way of relieving..



jus some tots..
well..
had started with my revision for the past few days..
though nt consistent..
as in e whole day..
but still..
i studied..
:)
super fearful of certain modules as well..
but i wan to get thru it!!

today was TMD suay la..
ganna injured by some other ple smoking..
the cigarette butt which was lighted up..
ganna onto my hand!!!!
argh!!
nt even a sorry from the person..
zzz..


haiz..
whirling mind!!!
certain other things made me pissed as well..
it has been long..
but im juz waiting..
to see if better outcome will be seen..
otherwise...
HAHAHA..
thanks!
:)
had been givin tuition..
for the past 3 days!
consecutively!!!
hopefully she can score!! :)

haven start doing much..
enough of slacking le..
no more time to waste..
plz let me get the mood to study..
get the pace of it..
feel e sense of urgency!!!


exam's juz less than 1 month..
omg!!!
hmm.
sadded..
tot of reviving my m30 laptop!!!
so went down to sls..
went to 3 or 4 different shops..
each tell me diff kinda of story..

either lcd got problem..($260)
fan got problem.. ($280)
or graphics card got problem.. ($220)

or mayb is graphics card and lcd got problem..
zzzz..

ended up tell me nt to repair it..
haiz..
sadded..

so was thinking shld i get a brand new laptop??
acer? fujitsu? compaq??
or a 2nd hand laptop?
:(
brand new cost 1.2 - 1.6k...
with 3 years warranty..
or a 2nd hand costing 600-1000..
with 6 months warranty
haiz..

where i already got a good pc at home..

HOW!!!
met up with wl n jy for dinner yester..
despite havin some at home..
nice catching up whenever we meet...
hearing wad they have go thru..
it realli seems that..
guys dun understand gals that well..
gals understand gals more..
is that e reason y there are more..
u know..

quoted something from jy's blog..
"mayb like what chen said, everybody has this down moment in their life which they really need to overcome. chen, that was e most meaningful statement that came out frm u that nite. haha!"

lol.. thks ah..
jy..
haha..
is that a criticsm or complement from u? =x
take care gals meet up again!!
since we stay so near..
dun make it seems that we stay so far.. =x
lol..
tata

hopefully all the down moment will be over soon!! :)
why..
why..
why..
is the word..


i reali duno..
*givin up*